Stella’s Announcement Field Report
by Angga · November 4, 2013
This is a very detailed field report for last night show where Stella announced her graduation. I skipped the whole show report to get to the point where the graduation announcement begin. Thank you Tatermog from Kaskus who wrote the report.
この記事は、ステラが卒業を発表した昨夜の公演の大変詳細なリポートです。卒業発表の始まる前の部分は省略させていただきました。レポートを寄せてくださったKaskusのTatermogさんに感謝します。
Stella’s birthday party, lead by Melody. All member and fans sang Namida Surprise for Stella.
Haruka prepared three pages of letter that she read helped by Sonia. The point of her letter is that she was so glad when Stella said her AKB-Oshi at that time is Haruka and in fact, it was vice versa as Haruka’s JKT Oshimen is actually Stella.
Haruka also said her thank you that Stella is sincerely wanted to be her friend. Haruka was afraid at the first time she arrived here since she can’t speak the language and doesn’t really know about the food. Thankfully, Stella, slowly and full of care, teach Haruka how to speak the language and let her know which food that tasted great.
When Haruka was sick, Stella is always there beside her and took care of her the entire night. For Haruka, Stella is like a mother figure. Haruka also said that she shares a lot of story with Stella and more than often troubled Stella. But when it was Stella who shared her problem, Haruka regretted that she can’t do much for Stella due to her limited Bahasa Indonesia. That is the exact reason why Haruka tried so hard to learn the language, so that she can do what Stella always did for her.
Haruka and Stella hugged at this point and Stella blows her candle.
After making her wish, Stella was fidgeting, stumbling, and cried over and over again. She repeatedly cast a glance at Melody in which Melody replied with a nod and almost a whispered “Go on..”
Haruka, unable to control herself no longer, turned around and trembling. She cried so hard. Ayana, out of her curiosity, walked and talked to Haruka. While Jeje, who eavesdropping Haruka and Ayana, suddenly turned her back and cried.
Sonia cried too, this is the point where I instinctively said “Oh crap…”
After a long pause, Stella was able to collect herself and said that she was happy that she can learn how to dance in JKT48. She also very glad that her birthday is so close to JKT48 1st generation anniversary. She also said her thank you for all the fans support all this time.
And to close her statement, in a very emotional moment. “I, Stella Cornelia, JKT48 team J member, decided to graduate from JKT48.”
Not even a single word uttered, the theater was so full of silence for a moment. All the members were hysterical, Kinal screamed from her lung. Nabilah was so angry and desperately confronted Stella. Via also cried.
For a while, the members were all tried to hug Stella except for Melody. A waves of hug that looked like it will never end. Not until Melody separated them and tried to calm the hysterical members like Beby and Shania. While Ghaida and Jeje who regained their self control tried to calm the crying Nabilah who still can’t accept Stella’s decision and confronted Stella.
After the thundering of screaming, hysterical members calmed themselves, Melody calmly walked towards Stella who cried in Frieska’s shoulder and hug her and said, again in an almost whispering sound, “Happy birthday Cici, you are now 19. You can’t be here forever. We, as a fans, will always support you.”
Melody then closed the show.
When Stella was getting ready to went backstage -after all the members went backstage- , Ghaida suddenly blocked Stella’s route. She grabbed Stella’s hand roughly and gave her a very long angry stare. Stella could only smile in the stare down contest Ghaida gave her. And then suddenly, a kiss from Ghaida landed on Stella’s cheek.
A goodbye kiss perhaps; as Ghaida lost her control once again and cried while running backstage…
ステラの誕生祭はメロディの音頭で始まった。メンバーとファンは全員でステラのために「涙サプライズ」を歌った。
はるかは3ページにわたる手紙を準備していて、ソニアの助けを借りながら読んだ。手紙の要点を言うと、最初の頃、「AKB48での推しメンははるか」とステラが言ってくれたことがとても嬉しかったそうだ。そして実際のところ、逆もまた真なりで、はるかのJKT48の推しメンもやっぱりステラなのだ。
はるかはまた、ステラが心からはるかの友人になりたいと思ってくれたことにも感謝した。はるかは言葉も食べ物も全く不案内のまま当地にやって来たが、ありがたいことに、ステラは辛抱強くはるかの面倒をすべてにわたってみたのだ。はるかに言葉を教え、どんな食べ物が口に合うかまで気を配ったのだ。
はるかが病気になった時、ステラは一晩中ベッドのそばで看病した。はるかにとってステラは母親代わりだった。はるかはまたこうも述べた。ステラとは色んな経験を分かち合い、ステラに迷惑をかけたこともしばしばだった。そしていつもステラは、はるかの悩みをしっかり聞いてくれた。でも、はるかの限られたインドネシア語では、ステラにちゃんと恩返しが出来なかった。ステラがいつも自分にしてくれたことを、今度は自分がステラにしてあげられるようになりたい一心で、一所懸命言葉を覚えたのだと。
そして、はるかとステラは抱き合い、ステラがキャンドルを吹き消した。
願い事が済んだところで、ステラはそわそわし始め、言葉に詰まった。そして何度もしゃくりあげながらメロディのほうを見た。メロディは頷いた。「さあ続けて」という低いつぶやきが聞こえたような気がした。
はるかはもう押さえがきかなくなっていて、後ろを向いて震え出し、そして号泣した。アヤナが、何が起こったのかという表情で、はるかに近寄り何事が話しかけた。二人の会話をそばで盗み聞きしていたジェジェが、突然背中を向けて大声で泣き始めた。
ソニアも泣いていた。これを見て僕は思わず、「くそっ!」とつぶやいた。
しばらくたった後、ステラはようやく平静を取り戻し、JKT48でダンスを学んだことがとても楽しかったと言った。そして、自分の誕生日がJKT48の誕生祭の近くで本当に嬉しいと言い、ずっと応援してくれたファンに感謝を述べた。
そして次の言葉で締めくくった。誰もが泣きそうな瞬間だった。「私、JKT48チームJのステラ・コルネリアは、JKT48を卒業します」
誰も言葉を発しなかった。劇場は沈黙に包まれた。メンバーはみんな動揺を隠せなかった。キナルが大きく息を呑む音が聞こえた。ナビラはひどく怒り始め、必死にステラに詰め寄った。そして号泣した。
しばらくして、メロディ以外のメンバー全員がステラと抱き合いはじめた。ハグの波は永遠に続くかと思われたが、メロディが分けて入って、激しく動揺しているベビーやシャニアを、静かにするようにと叱った。われに返ったガイダとジェジェが、事態をまだ受け入れられず泣きながらステラに詰め寄るナビラを慰めはじめた。
雷鳴のような号泣が続いたあと、ようやくみんな落ち着きを取り戻した。メロディが、フリスカの肩に体を預けて泣いているステラに静かに歩み寄ると、彼女を抱きしめ、そして囁くような声で言った。「Cici、お誕生日おめでとう。もう19歳になったのね。永遠にここにはいられないの。私たちみんなあなたのファンよ。ずっと応援しているからね」
メロディはこう言って公演の幕を下ろした。
メンバーが全員楽屋に引き上げたあと、ステラも楽屋に向かおうとした。するとガイダが前に立ちはだかり、乱暴にステラの手を取るとじっと睨みつけた。ステラはガイダの態度に微笑むほかなかったが、突然ガイダはステラのほほにキスをした。
“別れのキス”をしたガイダは、再び気持ちが昂ぶり泣きながら舞台を走り去った。
Source
Japanese Translation by Tokyo Pop
Truly I regretted not having the ability to attend the show. I’d like to see the full resolve of Stella Cornelia Winarto a nineteen years old girl who is proud and brave. We shall miss her smile as a JKT48 member.
I pray for her future endeavors…
I can’t help but crying right now.
my best way of describing reading that, is like a shot of alcohol directly into the heart. kind of a hot, burning sensation in the chest and a general numbing effect after.
i think i needed to read that – and i wish there was a fancam / official video, something – not that those words didn’t paint an image, which they do.
thank you Tatermog & Angga
so sad.
keep smile and fighting cici Stella. poor Harugon.
何となく漠然と最近、ステラが元気ないなと思っていたけどBIMAの撮影が大変だからだろうと信じたかったが…。
「Graduation」という記事が出ると本当に寂しいね。
ずっと初期メンバーとしてJKT48にいて欲しかったけど、これからは『ステラ・コルネリア』として信じた道を進んで行って欲しい。
今まで楽しい時間をありがとう。
i think that t”this is the crossroad for Stella”……
That’s her decision so as her fans, we keep support her decision
Good luck, gal!
* the sun was in the sky was finally sunk as well. but sure rise again tomorrow. so, we will see u again & again rise. keep fighting stella!!
yesterday I got a really bad feeling about the 3rd & so I did not watch the theater show 1 & 2. Actually I’ve verif that 2 show.
泣いた・・・
でもこれが48group 本来の在り方だと思います、
Stellaは自分の道を見つけたんだと思うし、自分の夢に向かって突き進んで下さい、
応援します、Stellaなら成功間違いなし。
Harukaが気になるけど、きっと大丈夫だと思います
今まで通りStellaとの交流は続くと思うし、ワワもいるしね、よろしくね
卒業公演(初めて?)楽しみです。
今回ばかりは訳しながらちょっと胸が熱くなりました。原文が非常に冷静な文章で、かえってそこに臨場感を感じました。
全く文化の違う国の出来事なのに、なんでこうも既視感を感じるのか。日本人ファンがJKTにずぶずぶ魅かれていくのはこのあたりに答えがあるような気がします。
ちょっと早すぎた気もしますが、Stellaらしい引き際だと思いました。
特に、ナビラには今回の気持ちを忘れずJKTにずっと長く居て欲しいものです。
Japanese Translation いつもありがとうございます、
感謝してます
kenapa y stiap member jkt48 keluar, penggemarnya merasa tidak yakin dengan karir masa depannya?aku penggemar dari salah satu member jkt48 malah berharap sekali jika idolaku keluar karena bakatnya bukan karena nama jkt48 tapi karena nama bakat yang dimiliki oleh idolaku.
Entertainment world is harsh, like a wild jungle. It is still to soon for her to graduate. In my opinion, she is overestimating herself if she think can make it big at acting.
Just beacause she got rena part in BSG doesn’t automatically make her a proven actress. the casting is just among jkt48 members which means she competed with another amateur girl. her acting isn’t that good if i’m not saying mediocre.
Honestly if I’m not a jkt48 fan i can’t stand watching rena iskandar. I prefer watching sisil the female reporter. Taller.more attractive, and better acting. she is my favorite female character
If we look at stella physical figure: short(below standard for most of major production house),chubby(a bit overweight), and her face is too generic oriental(not general public’s taste which more into half western,arabic,or native indonesian face). In other word she isn’t a lead female part material.
It is sad to see a member leaving the group. But it is more sad to see her strugling and still become unsignificant in entertainment world. Just another C-list celebrity.
It is better to focus on her study or maybe singing(but need a hit song)
mungkin inti kalimatmu /masalah :
1. sampai skrg konsep 48 blm tbukti khasiatny (obat kali hehehe) bhkn dr neg asalpun blm ada buktiny.
2. penggemar hanya suka konsep 48 n member yg ada skrg msh blm mumpuni
3. member 48 hrs slalu bsaing di dalam dunia delusi 48 dgn pendapatan yg di terima jauh lbh mengecil drpd dunia nyata hiburan supaya tetap eksis
mungkin pemecahan masalh :
1. latihan dan ptunjukan theater di perbaiki dgn tdk hanya nari dan nyanyi aja tp juga lainny spt drama, action, nulis naskah dll
2. jot hrs lbh selektif mcari bakat. tp saya tidak akan yakin jk bakat nyanyi spt fatin, bakat acting spt BCL akan ikut serta dlm konsep 48. akhirny jot hanya akn mendptkn bakat2 kualitas second
3. member hrs brani keluar dr 48 karena konsep 48 itu delusi bagi penggemar dan member d dalamnya.
mungkin kesimpuln :
dukung member yg bbakat dan sarankan k member supaya scepatny keluar dr 48
Reply in english dude, this isn’t your local forum, many readers here are from overseas, not only in Indonesia. Not to mention it’s a bit hard to read your comment because you are stemming many vocal letters in your words.
Although you made some point there, I disagree with you, a member graduates when she had a basis to graduate, for example: Shinoda Mariko graduates because she already has a fashion line, not to mention now she becomes a brand ambassador for some products. From what I see from your comment, I assume you don’t know the sister groups’ theater performance. The theater performance is always like that, singing, dancing and MCing.
I don’t really get what you mean about this delusion, that delusion…the 48 group is like a school for showbiz world, you learn how to dance, sing and public speaking there, not just a mere ‘delusion’
cut him some slack dude..
clearly he’s not that familiar with 48world or some basic english..
i’m indonesian but i still didnt get what his babblin’ about delution crap..
first, talk about my language. so this forum is a international forum because it is using english and japanese language?what are you trying to say? that those language is better quality than my national languange?do you think that my national language is as same as animal language?ok..your mother is a hocker, your father is a gigolo who has intercourse with a multitude of different partners and you are a pig.
second, talk about alumni. how much percentage of 48 alumni participate in entertaining back to the showbiz world? 100?50?or only 1?
third, talk about delusion, source :
– http://www.today.com/id/6827115
– http://health.yahoo.net/galecontent/delusions-1
Whoa whoa hold your horses there. No need for any kind of profanity.
You are free to post with any language you want as a freedom in speech AND anyone is free to criticize your language as a freedom in feedback rules.
But I won’t tolerate any profanity in our website in ANY kind of language known to man (Including Klingon). So please, take a good note of that and cool your head off Mister.
[Oh and anyway, there’s a fine line between Hocker and Hooker, those two words are totally different in usage. Hope this help for your future tenure of profanity rage ]
There are no problem with the language, the problem is you. You are lacking of knowledge in a more universal language : respect. J-fans whose knowledge in English are lacking will never lack of friends who are willing to cover their shortcoming, because they know that more universal language. Some people posted in Bahasa Indonesia here, after admitting their shortcoming in English as the reason. And they still earn respect. While you, despite knowing English, choose not to use it because you are lacking in that more universal language. You should be more thankful to those who degrade themselves to respond you.
Perhaps you should consider writing an article to make your point. If you can convince the moderator on your shortcoming in English and your article is of good quality, I think Bahasa Indonesia is fine. If other contributors consider your article is of high quality and will worth their scarce free time for the benefit of the broader audience they might translate it. If it is ended up translated into Japanese, you might have something to be proud of among other fans. It will be easier to boast of your work if you are not always hide behind anonymity.
it’s sad..
but i think i totally agree with misterjohn
well but who knows.. let’s just wait n see..
seems you right bre..
in terms of acting (not to disrespect), she is below standard..
in terms of physical figure (not to disrespect again), me prefer the lady biker (forgot the chara name) who had a crush with Chris ..
maybe she only want to become normal college girl, and do what normal college girl should do; hang out, dating, and on, and on…
well, can’t do anything than wish her great fortune
it’s real,
when i read the article this morning i’m crying like a river huwaaaaa :'(
btw you know stella want to graduate in a long long time ago, but ghaida announcement first, in fact is ghaida try to fake her garduate so stella not graduate at that time! you believe it???
I don’t know… but Ghaida say in pers conference that she like kamen rider and she very happy because one of JKT48 member (Stella) play as one of the cast in kamen rider Indonesia (Bima Satria Garuda) and in this field report Ghaida give kiss to Stella. so what does that mean? maybe they have special relationship that we don’t know. i’m just joking, so don’t think too much guys. . Goodluck to Stella. I will miss you
Earth Day (JogJa?)コンサートでの「大声ダイアモンド」唄い出しの前になぜかメロディと眼を合わせてにこやかに笑っていたステラの姿を忘れられません。アキチャが入る前はステラの「大声」だと固く信じ、本当に心から「大声」でステラにKusuka Drimu Kusukaと叫び続けていたのです。声量も声質も高いもの持ちあわせ、かつ最近ではBIMAで怪演まで披露するなんて。直近のBIMAのエピソードではかなり心理的な演技を求められていたと察します。演技の道へ行くのか、それとも大歌手を目指すのか。いえいえ。両方やってしまったホィットニー・ヒューストンもいました。これからのインドネシアン・エンターティメント界のBintang(星)になってください。いつまでも心から応援しています。
ohmygod, this is just like reading a fanfiction. I mean was Nabilah really that hysterical? I can’t help picturing how chaotic the stage at that time. I wish I was there.. T_T
I can’t imagine how heartbroken Haruka was.. Sure, they’re still friends, but it won’t be the same after Stella leave..
It’s same like when JOT announced the 2nd generation auditions on TV, Nabilah sudenly crying and say that she don’t want team J member to be separate. I think many young member cosidered Stella, Melody and Kinal as their older sister, so that’s why Nabilah became hysterical because Stella will graduated from JKT48.
i think i know, even outside she so mature but she still a child among the members.
the raid 2 trailer is already out. our star (both country) are playing the role of the movie. you can goolgeling to watch the trailer of that movie.
This is make me cry :'(
Now,i’m worried about Haruka
We don’t have to worry about Haruka. Seeing her now happily in JKT48 alongside Stella and others make her become more strong person. She becomes more matured and can face any difficulty unlike herself before in early days in AKB48.I can’t think of anything and smile when I see her in the MV (minute 2:40) when she cries compared to now that she always smile sincerely.
As much as I love her, IMHO she’s not ready to face entertainment industry by herself. I mean, without JKT48 name, she’s just a regular newcomer. And at least for me, her performance in BSG is still bellow average. She still has a long way to go.
I don’t have any particular oshi, I love em all, and I do really hope they can get the best.
OTOH, I relieved that Stella graduated with such grace, without any drama whatsoever.
Anyway, best wishes for Stella!
Let’s just think positive…
I don’t want to make negative speculations…
Maybe she has a personal problem she has to face and she can’t solve it if she stays in JKT (who knows?)