Novinta Dhini: The Meltdown

It only took one single moment for our beloved Novinta Dhini to change from an idol to an idol fan having a frantic meltdown meeting her oshi for the very first time. Taken directly from her somewhat frantic Google Plus post, I present you the episode of Novinta Dhini: The Meltdown, a true story.

AKBxJKT48 CONCERT DOUBLE KILL

To be able to have a concert and in one stage with AKB48 is a very rare chance.
And February 20 is a very memorable day.

In addition,

Someone special is here.
Yup.
There’s my oshi – Hirari

I’m happy for the concert, but the moments after the concert is killing me.

A day before the concert, on the 19th, we, JKT and AKB, had a rehearsal. And I couldn’t even talk to her.
I couldn’t make an eye contact with her. I even couldn’t be any closer to her like…I always tried my best to avoid myself. And yes I did a good job with that one.

All my friends advised me to start the talk.
But how…I just can’t.

……

At the end of rehearsal, I decided that I will talk to her. I even devised my dialog beforehand. I was planning to go all out after the concert.

……

The reality is, I still did not dare to talk to her.
Not even after the concert.
Although I knew I will regret it.

But! On the last seconds before everything ends, something happened. When everyone was packing for dinner, my friends +Fakhriyani Shafariyanti (Shafa)​​​ and +Dwi Putri Bonita​​​ (Uty) dragged me out from the members’ room.

“We already asked Hirari to come over. It’s okay, at least take a picture with her. She’s waiting outside.”

And in the blink of an eye, they dragged me out. I was thinking of a good plan to run. It was in that exact moment before I ran that Hirari-san suddenly held my hand to prevent me from running.

…..

Then the things after that just turned horrible cause the only thing that I did was just freaking out, screaming here and there, crying like crazy…
She came to me, then I ran away, then I cried, then she chased me again, I ran again and freaked out again.

It was just…

So over the top, so tacky, so embarrassing and disgusting of me.

If you ever see Uty’s video where I had a frantic meltdown when Donald Skehan followed my account and mentioned me in his tweet—that is more or less me at that time but way worse. Way way worse.

She said “We can be friends”
but I replied this instead
“I prefer Idol and fans relationship actually”

*awkward silence

Wat de actual fug

She said we can be friends but I said I want to stay as fans. wtfwtfwtf why in the hell I’m being so rude?!?

“Can you speak English?”
“Yes but I can’t talk to you”

…..

aawwwkkkwaaarrdd

There are way too many details that I can’t talk about here because I’m such an embarrassment and you know, disgusting *sigh

“It’s okay Nov. It’s much better like this rather than to regret it later,” Shafa said.
Yeah, I know. But my plan to stay cool (in the) conversation is ruined.
Yes, it’s ruined by me…
Well if it’s not my friends, I bet I will never be able to talk to Hirari even after the day passed and she’s already went back to Japan.
Thanks to my friends *happy yet angry tears

So yeah.

After 2 years, I finally could meet her in person again.
Had a warm talk. Got a lot of hug. Got tusot (Two Shot). She’s so nice I can’t even… criescries

You guys should be happy that you can meet your idols easily

Sigh

I’m such an embarrassment.
I’m really happy. But I pissed cause I made myself being such a disgusting creature. I regret for unable to control myself.

I’m just that kind of person who couldn’t stand things dat I adore.

I really like her as a person that I support and adore.
I’m not having absession like the things that come for Doitsu. (TL Note: Not sure what she meant here. Help anyone?)
But I hope she will be succeed for anything dat she’ll do.

PS: I’m not feeling too well that day. But after talks and photos with Hirari-san (Ended up with me being such a dork), It’s all worth it. Didn’t do a selfie with her since I was so freaked out. My friends helped me with the pictures.

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