Yesterday, Cindy [Gulla] announced her graduation.
I’ve wanted to write down my feelings. Sorry that it’s so late.
I’ve been thinking a lot over the past day.
I didn’t want to accept it at first. I couldn’t allow it.
Because the two of us promised to fulfill a dream.
It was selfish of me.
She helped me the most when I joined and before I went back to Japan.
She was always there for me.
We had a good time together.
I thought we’d be together forever.
We always argued on who was more of a child. Haha
When I heard the news about the graduation announcement, I thought, “What’s the real reason?”
I became angry.
I’m sorry.
But Cindy is walking toward her own dreams. Meanwhile, there are still many things I can’t do on my own. There’s still a long road ahead of me.
“It must’ve been difficult,” I thought. It was frustrating that I couldn’t be there to offer her my hand.
I wanted to repay her kindness.
Therefore, I will always be cheering for Cindy from now on.
Thank you!
Even after you graduate, let’s play again when I go to Jakarta!
It’s very saddening that my first generation friends are leaving one by one.
But I will continue to work even harder!
I will make JKT48 known in Japan!!!
Kemarin, Cindy (Gulla) mengumumkan kelulusannya.
Aku sebetulnya mau nulis perasaanku. Maaf kalau terlambat ya.
Aku lama memikirkan ini. Sudah berhari-hari.
Karena awalnya aku ngga mau ini terjadi. Aku ngga bisa mengijinkan ini.
Bukannya kami berdua janji mengejar mimpi yang sama?
Aku egois ya.
Aku ingat, Cindy selalu menemaniku sejak pertama masuk, bahkan saat aku pindah ke Jepang.
Dia selalu ada di sebelahku.
Kami selalu tertawa bersama.
Kusangka kami akan selalu bersama.
Haha. Kami pernah bercanda, siapa yang lebih kelihatan seperti anak kecil. Aku atau dia.
Saat kudengar berita tentang kelulusan itu, aku berpikir, “Kenapa bisa begini?”
Aku kesal.
Maaf.
Padahal, Cindy pasti sedang berjalan meraih mimpinya sendiri. Sementara aku?
Banyak yang ngga bisa kulakukan sendirian. Jalanku masih panjang.
“Pasti berat ya,” pikirku. Aku jadi sedih sendiri, ngga bisa menemani di sebelahnya.
Ngga bisa membalas semua kebaikan dia.
Karena itu, aku akan selalu menyemangati Cindy mulai saat ini dan sampai kapanpun.
Terima kasih!
Bahkan setelah kelulusanpun, ayo kita main-main bareng lagi, nanti kalau aku ke Jakarta!
Sedih ya, melihat teman-teman generasi pertama aku pergi, satu persatu.
Jadi, aku tak boleh menyerah. Harus usaha lebih keras lagi!
Janji, akan kubuat nama JKT48 terkenal di Jepang!!!
ooohhhh trying to hold my tear ;A;
sob…..
I can’t hold my tears x'((
it’s very true that Rena seems lean on Cindy pretty much. Cindy, despite her loli character, is a very independent and has a strong will. in her young age she already knows which path she’ll going through. it’s very admirable of her.
there’s nothing more i can hope except the brightest future for her. i heard she’s going to take a scholarship in Aussie, that she aims to be a doctor. she’s a smart girl. i believe she can do it!
Good Luck, Cigull!!! x’)
this is so..
Renaaa.. semngat terus kalo rena pulang ke jakarta ajak main cindy yhh
T_____T
#Ganbarena
Rena… i hope you keep trying hard in AKB ,should we send her a encouragement card??
Cindy tetap semangat ya
Loli yang manis penuh senyum.
Terus raih mimpimu CiGull! Ganbatte!!
sedih…
gak sengaja ketemu ini dr youtube recomended…
youtube.com/watch?v=RKLGxYa1jK8
Is it life?….Hehe..
So iis it?…